I have a new experience to report that I feel energized to talk about. As I described recently, sex has been very limited for me for a while now for a number of reasons. As a consequence, my mind has drifted to the option of paying for my pleasure. For a good while I have avoided or dismissed this as an option, considering it something I wouldn’t do in principle.
Despite my inhibitions, and with my sexual energy rising daily, I was nudged towards something by chance whilst looking for a non sexual massage. I was sat in an airport on my way to a two day meeting in Zurich, the prospect ahead of me of another two nights in a hotel with little to keep me company than my imagination. So, I went looking for a massage to pass the time away in the evening and to feel somebody touching my body, which in itself is a beautiful and satisfying experience.
One of the first hits on the web I found was for a tantric massage center. Hello, thinks I, perhaps we can kill two birds with one stone here. The place I stumbled across was Dakini. I’m a believer in that nothing happens by chance. As you’ll see if you follow that link, the place is welcoming, open, and very professional looking. This doesn’t surprise me, as someone who’s spent a reasonable amount of time in Switzerland, and Zurich in particular, the place is a very structured and organized city. Trains run on time, crime is almost non-existent, people seem happy, etc. etc. So finding a place like Dakini to be so professional wasn’t surprising. What did surprise me was how open they are about what they do. Zurich is an incredibly conservative place, so having a team of ladies who offer intimate massage services to men, women and couples, is a little surprising.
After a quick read around their website, I very quickly convinced myself this was what I was looking for. Their tantra massage sounded ideal, although their lingam and secret massage also triggered my interest. Not quite sure on what to expect though, I plucked up the courage to email them asking if I could arrange a session for that evening.
Now by this time, it was about 4pm, I would land in Zurich about 5pm, and be in the hotel by about 5:45pm. In other words, I might end up a bit rushed. As I was baording the plane, a mail landed in my inbox from a lady there saying tonight was possible, and would 7pm be ok.
That 1 hour flight to Zurich seemed to last forever. I think I sat there the whole flight with an erection that was leaking with anticipation.
As I landed, my acceptance email that I’d sent just as the plane was getting ready to taxi was acknowledged, and the session was set. Now all I had to do was to get to my hotel, dump my bag, and flag a taxi from the station to the location.
It turns out the place is in somewhat of a quiet backwater in the city. It is what looks like an everyday office block, but inside there is a paradise waiting for you.
I was met at the door by a tall, blonde lady, late 30′s, incredibly elegant in a black silky dress. She welcomed me with a warm hug, kiss and a smile and showed me to the room. The place had a soft mattress on the floor covered in a dark burgundy fabric, low lighting, and various things around the room that I would later discover would help us achieve a connection to happiness I honestly don’t think I’ve ever experienced anywhere before.
I showered and returned, naked except for a kimono type gown. She had changed to a sheer piece of silk around her naked body. We closed our eyes as we stood in the middle of the room. We slowed down our breathing and held each others hands. Immediately I felt a sense of calm and peace overcome me. I felt her warm hand rest on my chest. She then started to circle around me, my eyes closed all the time, caressing my now naked body.
She spiralled down, glancing over my now erect penis with her fingertips, and eventually worked all the way down to my feet. I felt her mouth kiss the top of each foot. Then I felt her warm breath against my penis for just a few seconds. Then a light touch of her lips on its shaft, a loving, gentle kiss.
We lay down, and for the next 90 minutes I was massaged, caressed, and enthralled by this beautiful blonde German lady who took me to heaven on that mattress. There was warm oil, enough to feel it long after her hands have moved on, but not enough to feel so greasy and oily. There was some talcum powder. There was a feather. There was a kiss here and there. There was a lot of caressing. It was a sensual experience beyond anything I have ever known.
I eventually end up on my back, legs apart, she sits between my legs, her’s underneath mine. Her back is bent so her head is close to my penis. Her hands are warm and paying more attention than I feel like I deserve to the head of my shaft. My hands rest on her lags at my side, and I feel a connection with her like no other. She teases the energy out of me slowly, until I can’t take it any longer and the pleasure floods out of me.
It was that connection with her that did it. Yes, she was beautiful. Yes, she had fantastic massage skills. Yes, our conversation at the start was intelligent and entertaining. But it was the feeling of physical and mental connection through the session that made me feel like I immediately was in love with that woman.
I know that seems stupid, but it was exactly how I felt. I’ve experienced love, and lust, and desire in spades if I am honest. I have a lot of love to give. And in that room, in that moment, I was in love with the woman who had given me an experience I have longed for my whole life. It was complete. I told her afterwards and she laughed and said that once I get outside I would realise it was only a moment and she would be forgotten.
That was last December.
I haven’t forgotten her. I still think she is beautiful and I have love inside me for her even if we never meet again. Thank you, Desiree of Dakini. You put something into my life I could only dream of and I will love you forever for it.
If you ever get the chance to experience a real tantric massage like this, please take it! Especially if you can go to Dakini in Zurich, it is a magical place. I’ve been back several times since and had different, but equally as wonderful experiences. It allows you to connect inside yourself in a way that you rarely experience otherwise. I would compare it to that moment, just as you orgasm, where nothing else in the world exists. But it lasts far longer and you realise how much you worship your own body as well as anyone who can give pleasure to it in that way.